you said it was love i said i'd like you to be mine

like a shooting star you shine brightest of them all ..
like a flower you are the most beautiful of them all ..
like a sunshine you light up my world ..

every day ,
every night ,
i just wanna be by your side
every day ,
every night ,
i just wanna hold you close to me tight
cuse you are my sweetest downfall ,

i loved you first , i loved you first ...

have you ever felt depressed?
just wanting to listening to sad songs and lie in your bed untill 3 o'clock in the morning ..
have you ever felt soo happy ?
that you have to jump in 15 minutes and then sream untill you can't catch your breath anymore !!
have you ever felt stressed ?
and want to scream fuck of to every people you meet and then feel sooo confused...
have you ever felt in love ?
just wanting to impress the person you like and beying around him and say his name 1000 milions of times !!
have you ever felt sick ?
it can be of a person ,a feeling or anything ..
have you ever felt disapointed ?
when you were hopping for half a year for a thing to happend and it just didn't !!
have you ever felt mean ?
saying mean words and beying ironic against people ..
have you ever felt angry ?
breaking everything you found and jumping around listening to nirvana ..
have you ever felt sleepy ?
being awake but just dreaming of what could be instead of doing homework
have you ever felt like a feeling that could be all of these feelings ?
well i always have that feeling in me becuse of many different resons

now i'm stuck with this feeling will it ever stop ?
now i'm fighting this feeling will it ever stop ?
i keep trying ... !!!

love is not always what you expected it to be

love is not always that beautiful that you thought it will be

love is not always that easy that some people think it is

love is not alwyas ending with a happy ending

love is sometimes hard to understand


but sometimes love can be :

wonderful
amazing

and there is a lot of other feelings but their sometimes to strong to be written down in words

but the most difficult think is to say :

I LOVE YOU

three words aren't that easy to say

becuse they can be sooo strong !

I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU

i think i have to write more about my class trip to Hoooorn !


Things that i : - My class ! Sanna , Thea , Maya , Henny , Sara , Ami , Lollo , Ebba , Camilla , Ale , Eva ,
Fredrik , Valentin , Gustav , Ludvig , Elias , Georg , David , Knut !

- The boat ! We spend 3 days on the boat !

- The music ! We danced whole day and whole night ! Sanna brought 3 cd's ... Great music !

- Pictures ! i have so much good pictures of the trip !

- All the time we laught ! funny times...

- There's alot of other things i loved but it would take to long to write them down ! ...


Things that i hated : - The bed's ! Well i think nobody liked them ! everybody slept 4-5 hours every night ...

- Then there is nothing else i hated !

Could I act like you, and put a smile on my face
Not even for a second, would I lie to myself
Too many things are missing, and there's a tear in my eye
It's not a question or an answer, but it will change your mind

Now I'm fighting this feeling
but it never stops, never stops
I'm still waiting
And I'm stuck with this feeling
will it ever stop, ever stop?
I keep trying

We need to talk, nothing to serious
I just can't keep this inside me no more.


this feeling that i can't forget and that i can't keep it inside for more long now